Oh ..ok my bad

Today after a tiring school program,I rush back home directly.
Ask father anxiously whether can I go for the Tram which held in church today.He began to talked bout my study(ARG! again!!),he was worried that I am wasting the study time of mine on those activity. To stop his tirades I imply that I would skip the sunday school,so that I may save some of my time on study.
Maybe he felt he was being offensive,he began to critisize on me,harshly.( well maybe he dint think so..) He said that I have been being rude to every elderly in our family,which has been quite a long term dissatisfaction. He claims that some of our elderly family members even complaint the bad attitude of mine to him.He said that I have been giving him reply in an insolent tone of voice for umpteenth times. He is getting more annoyed as he said and looks like he wanna slap me in anytime.
The tirades finally stop by calling me to introspect of myself.
Well,I really dont know he has been so suffering all these days.As he said he has show a great patient and generous on me and could not hold anymore longer.
I dont know my reply was such offensive as most of the time I am really just playing a joke.And I thought he was too!!
I dont know,I swear to god I really dont.Who wanna be scold and dislike by their parents? Am I like that kinda of retard who purposely get their parents mad at them and dont even bother to talk to them anymore?
I think daddy is really angry this time.As he call me to transfer all my blankets to grandma's room.Maybe next was to cut off all my activities.Oh god...anytime but not now....any month but not this month!!!
What am I going to do was,avoid any conversation with him.As he think that most replied of mine to him was offensive.Agree with what ever he said,and all the elderly said.Have to regain their support..At least stop their complaint.
This is what the grow up want.To be king and queen.To be dominant of their children.To have a firm grip of their innocent and inexperience child.To be obey and to be respect.
well then...life's like this......Nothing to lose,nothing to gain.